Who am I? I have had many roles, and continue to have more…too many in fact. Here are the ones I can think of:
- Blogger
- Father
- Husband
- Pilot
- Personal Trainer
- College Instructor
- Teacher (to my young children)
- Investor
- Brother
- Son
- Philosopher
- Retired Officer
- Veteran
- Liberty Activist
But these are just roles I play. There were times in my past when I wanted some of these to define who I was. Occasionally, I still latch on to one of them and think, “that’s my calling, that’s who I am?” However, none of these roles are who I am in entirety. I am all of these and none of them all at the same time. When someone asks me, “what do you do?”, it’s a tough question. I do a lot. If someone asks me “who are you?” (which they never do), then what is the answer? It’s an even tougher question; or is it?
I am at a point in my life where I am defined by no one thing. This is a good thing, I think. I have been headed in that direction for some time now. In the past year, since I retired from military servitude, I have had much more time to explore and dive into things that I like and do things that are more productive. I don’t have goals, so much as I have themes (I stole the “themes” theme from James Altucher: see more). My themes are simple, yet my means seem to be surprisingly complicated. Every time I write down the themes I wish to pursue, they come down to these three:
- Have Fun (through interesting and meaningful pursuits)
- Help People (family, job, and community)
- Pursue Liberty (for me and others)
I will readily admit that these three themes necessitate a grasping of this world. However, I always try to remember that my participation in this world doesn’t necessitate my belief that this participation in it is permanent, or that I will make a lasting impact in much of what I do. I just am, while I try. As a philosopher, I should pursue my themes with some rational detachment. In the end, I will be gone and so will you. The goal then is to just “be,” while pulling your weight along the way. At the end as I utter my last breaths, I could ask myself:
- “Did you enjoy it along the way?”
- “Did you do your best to be a positive influence on those around you?”
However I can answer these 2 questions, then that is who I am. I hope to answer YES, to both.
PS: I just realized 2 things: 1) This post is like an open journal entry and 2) It comprises bits and pieces of the three influencing philosophies from my life raft.